A Welcome From PoSARC Founder, Lili Bee

Is your partner cheating on you? Do you suspect chronic infidelity has ravaged your relationship? If you fear you're losing your partner to sex addiction, porn addiction, strip clubs, webcam sex, escort services, fetish sites, massage parlors, hookup apps and married cheater sites, then we know how devastated you probably are. Or maybe he's in recovery and you're tired of being called a codependent instead of the betrayal trauma survivor you are. Welcome – here you'll find the support you need. Get Help


If you have discovered that your partner (or spouse) has been using pornography, cybersex, strip clubs, massage parlors, having affairs, using prostitutes or escort services, we know how these betrayals can traumatize you. PoSARC was created as a resource center to help you to regain your strength and heal using the trauma treatment model rather than the co-addict model.

Read more: Introduction to PoSARC


Do you feel like you're going insane in trying to comprehend the behaviors of your spouse or partner, who may be showing signs of being a sex addict/compulsive?

Is your partner attempting to deceive you, or minimizing their own behaviors?  And if you bring their attention to this, would they blame you or others, trying to escape the responsibility for their own actions?

The deception, justification, minimization and utter lack of empathy of a sex addict/compulsive (SAC) can greatly increase our sense of betrayal, causing us to shut down, isolate and fall into paralyzing pain, often with many unanswered questions, such as:

Read more: Supportive Coaching

imageIf what you have believed to be reality within your intimate relationship is crumbling and shattering before your eyes, then with a fair degree of certainty, you are experiencing a trauma, a rupture of your primary relational attachment. Maintaining your sanity and deciding what to do has become your greatest need.

Read more: Discovery

image Unlike other compulsions and addictions, sex and porn addiction is more easily concealable as there is often no tangible evidence. We can smell alcohol abuse and observe altered behavior from intoxication and drug use. Shopping, gambling and food disorders leave physical traces. But sex and porn addiction can be rendered imperceptible, especially in the digital age.

Read more: Discerning Whether Sexual Addiction / Compulsion or Porn Addiction May Be Present


The exploitative harm done to one person by another in a marital/primary relationship through any form of abuse, betrayal, addiction or compulsion, is known as Interpersonal Relational Trauma. A form of PTSD, it's important to know how it affects you. Trauma recovery requires re-establishing your safety. You need firm boundaries with clear and certain consequences for further infractions or violations.

Read more: Interpersonal Relational Trauma


You have weathered the discovery that your spouse/partner is a sex addict/compulsive (SAC). Perhaps you are still discovering new behaviors or the extent of his acting out. What does that mean for you and the relationship? For your children if you have them? Feeling lost, without a compass is what each of us feel in addition to feeling betrayed, angry, hurt and devastated. This is where education is your best ally.

Read more: What to Expect


Boundaries are the coastlines between us and others, the world, our own thoughts and feelings and the thoughts and feelings of others, between our spiritual lives and the spirituality of others, for instance. They are instinctual unless they are trained/traumatized away. Partners of sex addicts generally need help with their boundaries once they discover their partner's sexual acting out has violated those.

Read more: Boundary Violation


As your trauma is uniquely yours, the events you have experienced play upon your psyche in a specific way; your wounds are unique and your recovery will be unique. There are some guideposts, though. Directing your own recovery with the support of a group for POSAs, friends, POSA coaching, etc. can give you the confidence you may be lacking in taking care of yourself in the world.

Read more: Healing Path


Finding out you were living with someone who violated your trust has shattered your world, yes, but it has also ushered in an opportunity for big change. You’re learning to develop and trust your own discernment, the inner guiding voice. This will be a lifelong process, not an event. The event was learning that your partner was a Sex Addict/Compulsive (SAC) and now it's time to re-center yourself in your own safety.

Read more: Recovery You Can Expect from Your Sex Addict/Compulsive

Snow LionThis Section presents valuable insights and guided tours through different components of sex addiction recovery as written from the perspectives of those in recovery. Unlike some articles written about recovery, we believe that recounting grim details of acting out behaviors can be harmful and unnecessary. The stories here are meant primarily for a philosophical understanding of this addiction.

Read more: Help for a Sex Addict/Compulsive (SAC)

sexual anorexia

Dr. Doug Weiss’ definition of sexual anorexia is, “The active, almost compulsive withholding of emotional, spiritual and sexual intimacy from the primary partner.” But, how can this be? Isn’t this a site for/about partners abandoned by their porn-addicted significant other? How can someone who is addicted to pornography or other sexual acting out then compulsively withhold sex from their partner?

Read more: Learn how to recognize and work with Sexual Anorexia


Despite the various information found in recovery books and websites, we partners often have questions that remain unanswered, that perhaps someone recovering from sex addiction may have a clearer perspective on. We post a collection of questions here reflecting different aspects of sex addiction and recovery. They are answered by sincere, dedicated men in recovery who gift their time as a living amends.

Read more: Sex Addiction Blog and Porn Addiction Blog: Ask an Addict/Compulsive in Recovery


Every POSA's story is noteworthy. We've selected a few that represent different trajectories of sexual compulsion, how it played out and how a partner responded to it in order to rescue her own sense of self, her own life, really. Just as having a chronically ill child impacts a mother's everyday life, having a SAC partner/spouse does also.

Read more: POSA Stories


Oftentimes we have similar enough scenarios for us all to relate to and learn from. This section contains some of the more common calls for help and clarity as we confront the challenges and chaos that sex addicts/compulsives have created in our lives and relationships. We invite you to submit questions and information to us at PoSARC which you feel may be useful and relevant to others. We can all help each other.

Read more: FAQs

Additional Content

  • Glossary of Terms

    Reading recovery literature or attending your first meetings can make you feel like an outsider who doesn't speak the 'language'. Here, we help you decipher Read More
  • Recommended Books and Films

    Here, you'll see what's on our bookshelves and our night-tables. We strongly believe in educating yourself on sex addiction and here are helpful lists on Read More
  • Art

    Image by Miles Johnston When you can't read anymore or go to one more support group meeting, sometimes art can help inspire you. Here are Read More
  • Music That Helped Us Through The Blues

    Nothing catalyzes deep feeling like music can. Here are the songs that helped us find our feelings, or escape for a while from the intensity Read More
  • Site Creation

    Birthed from the searing pain of repeated betrayals, this is the story behind how this website came into existence. Just goes to show when life Read More
  • Lili Bee is the founder of PoSARC, for partners of sex addicts and porn addicts

    The day after the 9/11 attacks on her city, Lili Bee was asked by a physician friend to volunteer her time in the makeshift clinic Read More
  • PoSARC Archives

    Here you'll find our articles and interviews published elsewhere, our older blog posts and more. On this page we will keep track of all our Read More
  • Contact

    We love hearing from our fellow POSAs, so here's how to contact us. Send us your stories, suggestions for topics you'd like to see covered Read More
  • In Gratitude

    Deep thanks are in order to a great many angels who helped us along in this journey. The work on this site would not have Read More
  • Recovery Organizations

    START YOUR OWN POSA Support Group Meeting Please be aware that to our knowledge, all of the 12-step programs for partners of sex addicts refer Read More
  • POSA Meetings

    Here is a list of meetings started up by our readers in their own areas. If you do start your own meeting using our free Read More
  • Articles We Love

    Here are some don't-miss articles we've uncovered, plus our thoughts on them. Additionally, here you'll find the published articles written by PoSARC's founder, Lili. Great Read More
  • Links We Love

    Let us turn you onto new sites, blogs and resources for partners of sex addicts that we've discovered. If you'd like to share your own Read More
  • Privacy Statement

    Wherein we assure you that your information is always kept completely confidential and safely under lock and key. Wherein we assure you we never sell Read More
  • Disclaimer

    Legalese for making sure you know that you're the captain of your own ship and ultimately, you are responsible for the choices you make and Read More
  • Cancellation Policy

    In prepaying for coaching with PoSARC, you commit to a specific time slot and we commit to keeping this time open for you. We realize Read More
  • Starting Your Own POSA Group

    If you would wish to start your own POSA support group meeting, we offer free downloadable materials for you to get started. If you are Read More
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